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11-19-2011

My Super Hero

To give you a little more insight about my passion as a wedding photographer.  It comes from the inspiration my son gives me.  People often hear me talk a lot about my son and so I’d like to introduce him to you.  If you’ve read my “About me” page on my web site, you’ve seen this adorable little boy with a very contagious smile.  His name is Dylan and at the time I am writing this, he’ll be 10 in December 2011.  He loves SpongeBob Squarepants, Bugs Bunny and Daffy Duck (The Looney Tunes Show on Cartoon Network is his new favorite!), he’s learning to swim (I call him Aqualad because he loves the water so much),

 

      

He likes construction vehicles (bull dozers, dump trucks, anything made by Caterpillar)  and trains (Thomas and Friends are his favorites and he has them all and can tell you the names of each and every one).  He plays on his laptop and challenges me on the Nintendo Wii (yes, he’s played all the levels on New Super Mario Bros).  He loves music and he loves to sing!  He records his favorite shows on the DVR and watches them over, and over, and over……  He can multitask like you wouldn’t believe, playing on a laptop, watching TV and playing on his iPod Touch (which he calls his iPhone since I have one).

Oh yeah, he also has Autism.  Often, when I tell people about his autism, they tend to forget that he is still a little boy and likes to do some of the same things that other boys like to do.

To understand what Autism is you can go here (What is Autism?).  I was somewhat familiar with autism because I used to teach children at my church and two of the boys there were on the spectrum.  Both were non verbal, but one was a higher on the spectrum than the other.  Like most people, I saw, but I didn’t see.  I tried to understand what the mothers were going through, but I couldn’t.  Well, I do now.  When Dylan was first diagnosed, I remember my frustration, “Why my son?” was the first question naturally, but then after I threw myself the pity party that no one attended, I started looking into what I could do to give my son “a better life”, only to discover that he gave me one.  He makes me laugh and until I think about it, I sometimes forget about his autism, which is how it should be.

He has some of the same traits as other kids with autism and it takes patience and understanding to know what to do for him.  He started talking late, but he does talk so that makes communication a little easier, but, when something hurts him or upsets him, he shuts down – verbally and emotionally and you won’t get a word out of him until he is ready (that’s where the patience part comes in).  Sometimes, the best thing for him (and me) is to let him sit in my lap and just rock him until he relaxes (and he will sit in my laptop as long as he wants).  He likes order and routine so if he is used to something being in a certain place, it doesn’t move!

I got help from people that probably don’t realize they helped me.  One day while driving and channel surfing on the radio, I heard Holly Robinson Peete and her husband Rodney Peete, talk about their son and I heard Rodney talk about how he felt and I said, “finally! someone understands!  Rodney Peete wrote a great book for the dads that deal with this because often we tend to focus on how the mother feels while dad suffers in silence.  Considering that Autism affects more boys than girls, dads actually “suffer” more because we have these visions and dreams for our sons and when we hear the words your son has autism”, it shatters our world.  You can get info on Rodney Peete’s book here – Not My Boy!

I volunteer often with Autism Speaks and take pictures for them (which is the least I can do considering all the great work they do for children like Dylan).  When I attend the Walk events in Houston, Austin, and Dallas Ft. Worth and I see these children laugh, play and have fun I can’t help but smile and to see the parents and family and friends join together an walk for these kids brings even more pleasure

Along with his autism, he also suffers from dysphagia, which is a difficulty in swallowing and he has a texture aversion which means that he doesn’t like the feel or appearance of certain foods, so you can imagine what feeding time was like.  Until he was 7 years old, almost all of his meals were in “smoothie” form because of the eating issues (think about that the next time your think your child is a picky eater – at least your child can eat.)

He found help through an awesome nurse from Texas Children’s Hospital named Tiffany and she was able to do some amazing things with him and because of his trust in me and our close relationship, I was able to continue the therapy at home and he made progress.  We met Tiffany weekly at Therapy Connections PC in Bellaire, Texas (another great local place in the Houston Metro area for speech and ABA therapy.  Tiffany could only take him so far because of his age and if he had gotten to her sooner, she could have helped more, so if you have a child with feeding issues, PLEASE get them help as soon as possible!  In order for Dylan to progress further, he had to be admitted into a feeding program and to date, there are only two hospitals in the entire Country that offer it (which is kind of crazy if you ask me, but I digress).  One is in Richmond, Virginia and the other is in Dallas, Texas.  Given that the Texas Medical Center in Houston is one of the best in the Country, you would think there would be one here, but no (I plan on doing what I can to change that).  Getting him admitted was a royal pain in the you know what because of all the insurance red tape and don’t even get me started on that considering ALL the money I pay for insurance coverage!  He was finally able to be admitted to Our Children’s House at Baylor in Dallas for their feeding program.  They were able to pick up where Tiffany left off and he was able to eat from a spoon!  With daily work, he’s gotten further along and can feed himself with some foods, although he still needs help with others, but from where he was to where he is now is great progress.

This was the first meal he was able to eat without it being mashed or blended!

Often, as a parent, you’re asked to make sacrifices and often as a parent of a child with special needs, you are asked to make more.  If you’re in a similar situation with a special needs child, allow me to encourage you.  Yes, the road is hard, yes you get frustrated, you get tired, you feel alone, like no one understands.  But when you look in your child’s eyes and see their love for you, it makes it all worth it.  Don’t think you’re fighting alone because you’re not. There is someone that has been where you are going and can offer assistance if you reach out.  My shooting calendar for the year is limited because he is the priority and those parents of children with autism also know that often, social time is limited.  I like to look at it this way – some people think I’m missing out on the world by spending so much time with him, but I wouldn’t miss spending time with him for the world!

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grangran - i am so very, very proud of the things you and dylan has accomplished,i am a little teary because of all the hard work you have done you are such a great father

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10-13-2011

So I was a Father of the Bride

If you’ve read any of my recent posts, you would know that I had been preparing for the marriage of my little girl, my first sweetheart, my little one, you get the picture.  Often as a wedding photographer, I get to experience the joy and happiness of the wedding day from a third party perspective, but to be actually involved was a different role for me.  As a father, you always want the best for your daughter and you hope and pray that the man she chooses to marry is “good enough”.  Well, she used to bring quite a few knuckleheads around, none of which I liked (hey, I’m a dad, I’m not SUPPOSED to like them because no one is good enough for my little girl) and I had resigned myself to the fact that I would be the father-in-law to a knucklehead.  Well, she comes over one day and this HUGE guy is standing behind her.  “You hired a body guard?”, I wondered, but she introduced him as “her friend”.  Yeah, OK “friend” (I was born at night, but not last night).  He gives me eye contact and a firm hand shake (which means a WHOLE lot to a father) and introduces himself.  She met him in class at TSU where he was on the football team (hence his size) and I liked Fred from the beginning, but I didn’t tell her that, but once she told me they were getting married, I knew I had to do what I could to help keep them on the right track (and not make the same mistakes that I have).

As they planned the wedding, yes there were ups and downs – and if you are planning your wedding, there WILL be ups and downs.  We were excited one day and then there were days when I wanted to tell them to just go to the courthouse!  But when the day came, it was all worth it.  They had an amazing wedding planner Mai Dang of Honeydew Events and Mai did an incredible job helping her during the planning process, the rehearsal night and the wedding day.  The ceremony was held at The Foundry UMC in Northwest Houston on Jones Rd (a perfect place for a ceremony) and the reception was held at the Enchanted Cypress Ballroom which is also in Northwest Houston and was beautifully decorated.  I’ll attempt to tell the rest of the story in pictures and while telling the story, I have to thank my incredible friend and awesome photographer, Monique Montoya of Perspectives Photography for helping me with the photos that day some of the shots are mine, but the really nice ones are hers :

The Foundry UMC

Flowers for the day:

Her beautiful wedding dress

Yes, I was nervous, but no one noticed because they were all looking at her

Another good friend, Pastor Vernon Hubbard, performed the ceremony and here he does a cord ceremony

 

After the ceremony and formals, they headed over to Enchanted Cypress and the video crew was setting up some shots and I caught a few while I waited

hanging out upstairs at Enchanted Cypress

first dance

 

 

Did I mention what an amazing job Monique Montoya did?

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Samitra - After years of capturing many brides and grooms before and on their wedding, I can’t imagine what it felt like to be photographing your daughter on her big day! I’m sure it was a treat! The pictures are great! Congrats!

Tami Langley - Simply Beautiful…Wow…You can just see the Love….A long life of Happiness and Joy is my wish my prayor for the beautiful couple…congratulations dad you should be proud. Great Job!

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09-28-2011

Blended Families

Love and marriage, love and marriage, go together like a horse and carriage…wait, that’s the wrong theme song!

“Here’s the story,
Of a lovely lady,
Who was bringing up three very lovely girls.
All of them had hair of gold,
Like their mother,
The youngest one in curls.”

You remember that song from the TV show “The Brady Bunch”, and you probably also remember how cool it was that a man with three sons and a woman with three girls get married and move in together and get along SO well.  Well, you also know that is only on TV and it does not always happen like that in real life, but you can come close.

From the web site smartstepfamilies.com, statistics show that 1/3 of all weddings in America form blended families.  Often, these days, people are getting married a second or third time and along with those marriages come children from the previous relationships.  How those children are treated can often make or break a relationship so it is important to make sure that all parties understand what is involved before taking on the commitment.  I have had the pleasure of being the wedding photographer at several weddings where the children of either the bride or the groom were involved and while the wedding day is a beautiful event, what happens after is what really matters.  So what can you do during the dating/engagement process to make sure that the marriage and the blended family will be successful?  One of the keys to having a successful blended family is to go into the relationship with the mindset that the kids belong to both of you – not just your kids, not just his kids, but OUR kids!  If the children don’t have a sense of belonging, it can create tension in the family and that will create more tension in the marriage.  I had the pleasure of interviewing some past clients and asked them some questions and I’ll share their answers and some additional insight with you to give you something to think about.  As you read their answers, try to answer the questions yourself and discuss them with your mate to gain some common ground in this crucial area.

 

How old were the children when you met? Do you think that children should be a certain age before the parent starts dating?

1- My daughter was 4 years old, it depends on the situation

2 – His were 2 and 6, mine was 5 – and I think that the younger, the better in many ways. 

3 – When we first dated he had one daughter that was 2 years old and one on the way.  Fast forward 6 years he had two more daughters and the ages were 2, 4, 6, and 8. For men/women that aren’t actively in the home the kids aren’t affected as much.  For men/women that live with the kids, yes, they may want them to be a certain age because it could be confusing to a child if the he/she is in and out of relationships before they can understand what that means.

Did you or your mate have any expectations about how you would get along with children?

1 – No expectations but we did discuss parenting, I think when you go into a situation with expectations you get disappointed.  I feel it’s always best to just talk about things and hear each other’s responses, views, opinions and then work from that.

2 – I think everyone expects it to be perfect. You think “We love each other so much, our kids just have to love our partner too.”

3 – In the beginning I thought he had his affairs completely in order with the women.  Therefore my belief was that we would get along great and I’d be a wonderful stepmother and have a great relationship with each of the girls. WRONG!!! Try again….LOL

Did your children like your mate? If not, why not?

1 – Yes, and I feel that she did because he made her feel a part of the relationship. If she didn’t like him, I would have been concerned and tried to figure out why.  A lot of times when this occurs, we get so caught up in what we need or how the relationship is benefitting us that we don’t care to focus on the whole picture.

2 – My son was – and still is – fairly indifferent, but he’s also autistic.  J

(This is a valid concern. Accepting a child is one thing, but accepting a child with special needs is a whole ‘nother ball game)

Did your mate have to “buy” your child’s affection?

1 – No, when you have to buy someone’s affection you’re looking for a quick fix and not a long-term solution.

2 – Definitely not.  A shared interest is a much more effective bonding strategy.

3 – I don’t think the children wanted me to buy their affection as much as the mothers wanted to test their limits and then call it using me.  I felt at times I was doing what was best or right to help my husband.  It brought about a liking from the children because they were not used to receiving things from their father prior to our marriage and now they felt like they were getting the world.

If your children didn’t like your mate, did that raise any “red flags” for you?

2 – No – because of the autism, and because my partner is a stellar dad to his own kids.

While dating, were the children the priority? If you are married now, have the roles changed?

1 – When dating, yes the child was a priority and it continued even after we were married.

2 – Kids were and still are the priority – and they wouldn’t let us have it any other way.

3 – His children were priority to me, but I don’t think as much him.  The relationship was so weird with the mothers that when it came time for him to do the right thing it was hard for them to adjust and now three years into marriage they’re still adjusting.  As of now of the three children I only directly deal with one of them.  Unfortunately, the others aren’t allowed in my home.  Women can be very catty and I feel it’s best not to deal with them until they’re older and we can all mature.  It’s not in the best interest for me to have a woman’s child in my care that I don’t get along with and that I can’t trust.  You never really know a person’s intentions.

Did you do anything to convince your children to like your mate?

1 – Didn’t have to convince to her it came natural.  When things come natural it works out better.  If you have to force it, it’s not worth it.

2 – Nope – I’ve always made private time for the two of us and I repeatedly ask him how he feels about my partner. My son needs to know that he and I will always be a unit.

3 – No

Did the children think you or your mate was “replacing” the missing parent?

1 – Yes, at one point she did think that we were trying to replace her biological dad.  We sat and explained to her that would never happen.  We told her what a special blessing it was that God had given her two dads instead of one.

2 – No – and as a step-mother I’m always very careful not to try to replace their mother, and I only ever say positive things about her to them.

3 – My oldest step-daughter struggles the most because she doesn’t understand the parent child relationship.  She doesn’t interact well with her father and she wants her parents together so I can’t replace her mother, but she is going to give me a hard time until her parents are back together. (I broke up their home…that he never lived in)

(This is crucial as well. The child needs to know and understand that all the adult involved get along and communicate and be respectful of one another for the child’s sake so it does no good to talk bad about the other parent)

If you met someone with children, how did you get along with the children?

2 – Very well.

3 – Prior to this relationship I ran from people with children.  Don’t ask me how I got involved in this. 

Who disciplines the children? Do you agree on discipline when it comes to your child vs. “their” child? Do you discuss discipline or do you trust your mate and/or does your mate trust you to discipline their child?

1 – We both discussed discipline, and we both disciplined.  If your mate (whether it’s male/female) are helping provide for the welfare of this child then they should be able to discipline also.

2 – We do it as a partnership.  We always say “There are two parents in this house.”  When his kids are with us, I’m the mom of the house.  When my son is home, my partner is the dad of the house.

3 – He doesn’t have to discipline them because they listen without him repeating himself.  When I keep my one stepdaughter her mother wants me to discipline her as needed, but I don’t unless she’s getting completely out of hand.  I mostly deal with her by talking to her mother and father and allowing them to handle the situation.

How do you handle disagreements regarding the children either now or while you were dating?

1 – I think disagreements should be discussed between the mates and not in front of the children.  You should be able to come to some common ground where everyone that’s involved will benefit.  There will ALWAYS be compromise.

2 – PRIVATELY – after the kids are asleep!!

3 – In the beginning I would go back and forth arguing with the mothers (2 specifically).  In three years I have learned to just let them be and not deal with them or the children.  It was too much of a headache for someone with no children. As for dealing with him we seldom disagree on them.  In our last fall out it was because my mother-in-law is very close with the women and she wanted him to stay at her house on his weekends to spend time with them, but that wasn’t going to work for me so we’ve left it alone for now.  We are seeking a counselor currently to help us deal with how we can manage these relationships going forward to raise children and have healthy co-parenting relationships.

(You need to agree on discipline! Even with both biological parents, kids will try and play one against another so you can imagine how it is when a step parent is involved. Make sure you communicate so that you don’t turn out to be “the mean one”)

Please share any additional advice for a parent couple that you wish someone had shared with you concerning children in the relationship….

1 – If you’re entering a relationship and children are involved, get to know the person first before bring the children in.  See if the person would be worthy of you and being a part of your child’s life.  So many times we get so caught up in “I” and what “I” need and how this person make “me” feel and how this is going to benefit “me” that we forget about how this new phase of your life is going to affect your child as well.  Most importantly, ALWAYS consult God and seek His guidance when making this type of decision.  Make sure that this is someone that God has placed in your life to share this very important role.  Parenting is the most important job you’ll ever have in your life.

2 – ….It’s so much harder than you think it will be, and it never gets any easier.  Vet the in-laws well, because they can be a deal killer!!

3 – Be sure the parents are being parents before you become involved.  When they aren’t doing their part you will walk into a world of chaos that will wear you out trying to fix their issues.

Of course there are other great resources out there for blended families (Focus on the Family, Family Talk with Dr. James Dobson are a couple of starters)  so please check them out and make sure you start and stay on the right course –

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Erica Davis - Great article. I’m sorry that I missed out on providing valuable feedback. I think it is much easier to blend a family when the children are younger. When my ex-husband and I blended families, three of my kids were teens. I don’t think they ever really accepted him, but did try to make an attempt to “respect” him. There needs to be a courting period amongst everyone before a couple can think about blending two families together. If not, there will be some resentment, as was the case with my own. You can’t just spring someone on your children and expect them to be happy and merry about it. These things take time. A lot of time.

First and foremost: GET TO KNOW THE OTHER PERSON!! It is simply foolish to parade people in and out of the kids’ lives. Give it a few months to see if that person might want to stick around for a little while. It doesn’t have to lead to marriage, but you have to be careful. Kids get attached to someone and could start to resent you for them leaving.

Erica

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09-22-2011

Bridal Sessions revisted

Anytime in Houston is always a good time to start thinking about getting with your wedding photographer and getting your Bridal session done (really, almost anytime in Houston is a good time!). As you prepare for your session, here are a few things to remember:

this is an image of a recent bridal session taken in Housotn's Hermann Park near Hotel ZaZa

Poses and Positions

Your photographer may have some ideas about poses or positions, but this is your session and it’s best if it shows ‘the real you”. check out some of the Bridal or Wedding magazines for ideas on poses and go with what you like. You don’t want a pose that doesn’t flatter you or one that when people see it, they don’t recognize you. Above all, be yourself and allow your personality to show in the photos – if you are the conservative type, then you would probably not be comfortable with some of the “America’s Next Top Model” type poses, but, if you are the carefree type, traditional poses might be too boring. It’s always best to get with your wedding photographer beforehand and discuss what you are looking for in the final portrait.

Location, Location, Location….

Houston and the surrounding Metro area offer some great locations for shooting Bridal sessions. Hermann Park, Mecom Fountain, Rice University, The Downtown Theatre District, Historic Richmond Rosenberg, Helen’s Garden in League City, and Oyster Creek Park in Sugar Land are just a few places that come to mind that are popular spots for shooting. some brides are even allowed to use the location where their wedding or reception will be held and those can be some very scenic locations as well. The Bridal should also be personal so think about a place that may have meaning for you – a neighborhood park or clubhouse, your college campus, etc. – any place that holds a special meaning to you. Also, while you are preparing for your Bridal session, be prepared for a “Plan B”. Sometimes, especially in Houston and the Gulf Coast, weather can change quickly. It can be sunny in the morning and rainy by the afternoon. During the winter months, it can be warm one day and cold by the afternoon. If you are planning on an outdoor bridal session, see if the photographer has an indoor location for use as a backup. Some Hotels, Model Homes, even the venue where your reception will be held.

Hair and makeup

The Bridal session is also a good time to ‘practice” with your hair stylist and make up artist that you will use on your wedding day. You can try out the hairstyle you want and get an idea of how it will look as well as your makeup for that day. When it comes to makeup, sometimes, less is more; if you are not a heavy makeup wearer, then it shouldn’t show in the Bridal session, because it won’t look natural.

Time of the Shoot

The best time to shoot is usually early morning or late afternoon for at least two reasons: lighting and temperature. During the early morning, the sunlight is not as harsh and gives a more pleasing look to your skin over hard, midday light. Late afternoon also gives a warmer “glow” to the skin and is not as hard. Both times are also good because it is not as hot and you won’t “glisten” (see sweat) as much and will be more comfortable during the shoot. It’s also a good idea to have some bottled water or maybe eat light before the shoot. Depending on the wedding photographer, most sessions last at least an hour and some last three to four hours depending on the number of locations and the style of the photographer. another issue with time is how much time before the wedding the Bridal session should be done. The session should be done at least 45-60 days before the wedding at the latest, but there are times when a session can be done two to three weeks before the wedding. Have at least two or three dates in mind for your session, just in case something happens (weather, emergency, etc.).

Company during the shoot

One of the recommendations I give some brides is to bring a friend or two or family member along to the session. This sometimes allows the bride to be more relaxed as well as making the shoot more fun. They can assist the bride with her dress, help retouch her hair or makeup, give her water as needed, etc. some photographers have their own assistants for this type of work, so check with your photographer first to make sure.
Proofing usually takes a few weeks and the photographer will contact you to allow you to view the proofs so you can make your choice of print. for example, I store my images online and offer my brides a private, password protected gallery so they can view their images and make their choices. Above all, have a good time, this is one of those once in a lifetime events and you want it to be something you can look back on as something you enjoyed.

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08-28-2011

Until Death do us part…

…for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, for better or worse, until death do you part…

We remember the words in the vows, but honestly, that day is filled with so much emotion and happiness, that we barely remember the vows, let alone the “death” part. No matter what your age, it is a topic that you and your spouse need to discuss and prepare for. This may not be a happy blog post, but it is a topic that needs to be discussed.

I had the pleasure of meeting a very wonderful woman, Kim Richardson who has founded an organization called “Widows of Opportunity” and she has a blog by the same name that gives support and advice to those that have lost a spouse so I asked her a few questions. 

You can contact Kim on her website Widows of Opportunity or on her Facebook page as well.

(her answers are in bold and underlined):

Thanks for taking the time to answer these questions for me. I hope I don’t get too intrusive or invoke too many emotions and I’d like you to be as honest as possible as I have no idea how you feel or cannot imagine what you have been through….

When I think of a widow, my grandmother comes to mind – you know, the older, settled, “at the end of the journey” type but you are rather young so was your husband sick or did he die in an accident?

My husband died in a car accident.

First thing to keep in mind – life is too short to sweat the small stuff. Whatever it is that your mate is doing that “bugs” you won’t seem as bad when the person is not around.

How prepared were you for his death? Had you two discussed anything like this?

I was not prepared at all for his death. We never discussed death.

I know death is not a popular topic, but it needs to be discussed. Talk about what will happen and discuss your expectations and fears.

What about things like insurance or wills? Did you have those prepared?

The insurance was prepared but there was no will.

Make sure there is a will for both of you! There are too many stories about families “fighting” over what they thought the person wanted done. I would also suggest a living will with instructions on what to do if you are in ICU on life support. Know where the insurance policies are and make sure the coverage is enough for the other person to live on after you are gone.

Did you have children? How do they feel about not having their father and how do you explain it to them?

We have a 14 year old son. My son is suffering and has been since his father passed away. He is in counseling but it is not working for him the way I thought it would. He is upset with his father for passing away. I told my son he is lucky to have experienced being loved by his father. There are so many young boys/men that will never and have never experienced that feeling. My husband was a wonderful father!

Remember that you may not be the only one hurting and missing your mate.

How did your friends and family respond to you?

They responded with loving arms. I backed away and stayed to myself. I regret doing that now.

How do they respond to you now?

I’ve changed a lot and now they respond to me the same. They always loved me and had my back.

How do you wish they would respond to you?

They responded the way good friends and family are suppose to respond. I couldn’t wish for a better family or friends.

If you are on the other side and need to be there to support someone, no matter how hard they push you away, don’t leave, because they need you.

Although you may never “get over” your spouse, how long did it take you to get to the point that you could “move on”? Or have you?

It took me close to 7 years to move on. It was a rough 7 years because I refuse to accept the death of my husband. Today, I can say I am much better and I have moved on. He wouldn’t want me to waste another 7 years mourning and being sad.

If you had a “choice” would you have preferred to lose him to divorce? Why or why not?

NO! I think divorce is worse than death. When you divorce someone there is a chance you might see them again. You might see them at the store, church, when you drop the kids off, etc. I would hate to see my ex husband with another woman. I did not believe in divorce and neither did my husband at that time. I could not see my ex husband with another woman.

How do you deal with the loneliness?

In the beginning, I would date. Now, I don’t have time to feel lonely. I use my idle time wisely. I’ve started an organization and all of my time goes towards making this organization successful.

The best way to help yourself is by sometimes helping others. Reach out to someone that may be going through what you are.

Do you have friends/family that try and make you “move on”? How do you respond to them?

My family and friends were and still are patient. I’ve met people in the past that tried to make me “move on,” Let’s just say they are no longer in my life.

Do you think you’ll date or marry again?

I’ve dated and because I wasn’t mentally ready, the relationship did not work. I want to get married again. I can say I am now ready for marriage.

What other advice would you pass on to someone that may end up in your situation?

Keep God in your life, get counseling, and do not push your family and friends out of your life.

This may be a similar question, but if you knew then what you know now, what would you have done differently?

I would have had more patience and understanding. I wanted things my way and I didn’t care about his feelings at times. I was young and selfish at that time. I would have communicated more, compromised and would have been considerate of his feelings.

I would like to add that I loved my husband! He was an amazing man and he loved me. I always felt safe and secure around him. Our marriage had its ups and downs but for the most part we loved each other. He was very young when he passed away. He worked hard and he took good care of his family. He made sure we had what we needed and wanted. I am blessed that I was able to experience love.

You’ve heard the saying, “tomorrow is not promised”. Now that you have read this, think for a minute about something you appreciate about your mate and go and let them know.

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Kim Richardson - Thank you, Nathan! I think this blog is going to be so helpful to most (if not) all married couples.

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